Friday, May 30, 2008
2:49 AM
Last week:
Last thrusday was pekpek's bday... Happy birthday to her.. Didnt celebrate with her bcos she had training on tt day, so she'll celebrate with Team TP instead.. sometimes.. it wouldnt be the same anymore...
Fri, Mao's 21st birthday.. Went to her chalet after work. Saw everyone there.. everyone who are the past and present hkn team. I was so happy. Happy to see them again, to see their crappiness and happy times together.. missing them but i'm happy with the current team too.. ( later they say i biased. haha). Finally mao's 21!!! hahaha And welcome to the twenties gang! hahaha was bbq-ing until we started our disgusting games. shall not go into details otherwise everyone viewing my blog will start to puke. haha. around 2 plus everyone starts to go home, so i called marc and was happy that he's still awake for me. =) Thanks baby. Drove me to his house and i haf a great sleep. The next morning msg huiqin and jan to tell them i couldnt go training bcos i'll be flying on sunday evening and i haven even packed. In fact i'm nt able to train due to the slight dislocated thumb. Slack my day thru and went to my house to pack while marc went to work. Met his family for dinner and bought a laptop! It's a awesome laptop! =) A laptop with a remote control! i'm totally amused haha. Thanks baby.
Flew on sunday evening. It was totally tiring.. bcos i reached hongkong around 10plus goin to 11. Check in my hotel and the next morning 7am, i had to rush to the ferry terminal to take the earliest ferry to china. we even skipped breakfast and had salad for breakfast. i ate alittle and felt uncomfortable on the ferry. Reach zhongsan ard 11am then there's someone to pick us up to the site. Immediately, we went to work without our lunch. begin to felt dizzy and naseuous when we had our lunch during 4pm. I felt real sick but had to continue to work. Ate little for dinner and went to the hotel feeling super unwell. The next morning is the same but had to work again.. walking the site over n over.. Left site at 3pm alone.. bcos my colleague got to stay for another day and i decide to leave. reach hongkong 530pm. first time, in overseas alone.. wasnt scare either bcos i noe hw to speak chinese. hahahaa can ask ma if lost. hahaa. reach singapore around 12am. Marc came to pick me up from airport then he sent me to his house. then next day i've got to work.
Was feeling sick and tired and i was on MC yesterday! feeling much better now.. and i tink i'm allergic to china! hahaha i dun wish to go back again! damn sian! hahaha..
I didnt noe i've made marc feeling so sad when i'm injured. i'm sorry. And thanks for ur understanding all this time baby. I wont feel so stressed up le.. so dun worry k? and i love u =)
The past and present hkn. i miss all of u. =)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
1:40 AM
Been pretty free now, therefore i shall update my blog. Had my sort of first quarallel with marc tt day after RP match... was feeling sad and demoralised after the game, after i recieved his sms i was so sad yet a little angry. i understand his intention, his concern, but in the past to me, basketball was the most important ting in my life. I could say even now ba altho not as much as b4... Altho i know i wasnt well enuff to play tt day, but i will play... altho i noe i'm in pain, i'll still play.. I'm sorry but i juz couldnt stop. I've been like this for yrs in my life.. it's hard for me to control myself..
Sprained my thumb during last training. It's swollen and there's bruises on the whole palm. I'm sorry i've made marc worried again. Hopefully it'll be alright so i could train on fri n sat. And jan... I'm sorry for being so fierce to u tt day.
Marc's pretty busy this whole week. Indian client came and he has his meetings and projects to complete. Worried about him overtired. Hopefully everyting will be over and weekend to arrive faster for him to rest.
I'm feeling pretty moody ytd.. i tink i might be thinking too much again.. been tinking wat marc said... Honestly speaking i felt abit stressed up being with him. I understand tt his mom is like tt but sometimes i feel tt i'm not good enuff for him.. he has all the good qualities and background.. but i've nothing at all. Listening to wat Shawn(his cousin) and his aunty's conversation made me feel so sad sometimes. like tong ren bu tong ming. it's true that ren bi ren qi shi ren, but i seriously envy them. altho i haf a great and warm family, but i always couldnt get wat i wanted. Even like study too. I reali hope i am reali wat marcus wanted... i dun wish i'll be like his da shao like wat the crazy woman says.. Mayb i'm stil affected by wat the crazy woman says abt us ba.
Bob's coming back le. lookin forward to tt bcos she promised she'll train me back! haha! Anyway i really wish to be of my best b4 i totally disappear from the world of bb... erm or shld i say retire? hahaha.. Life's juz too short to regret anyting...
*praying for ppl in myanmar and china... Pls bless them.. *
Saturday, May 17, 2008
7:51 AM
It's been awhile since i've updated my blog.. I tink it's been nearly a month the last time i've updated. During end of April last month, i went to china for work.
I took plane to Hongkong for 4 hours then took a cab to ferry terminal to take a ferry to zhong shan. The journey took 1 and half hours. By the time we reach zhong shan it's already late evening like 4pm. Immediately from the ferry terminal, the client send someone to pick us up to the site. I was still tinkin if we are goin to the hotel but no, to the site. Upon reaching the site, immediately we went to the office then translation for me. Becos i went there with a Thai colleague who noe nuts about chinese, i had to do the translation for him. Imagine me? translating! OMG! But luckily i m still able to pull thru everyting! haha.. After that we went to eat dinner. Food in china reali SUCKS! or shld i say the food dun suit my taste at all.! Aft tt we went back into the hotel and sleep.
The next day was the same, site then lunch, then site then dinner again. It's not office for me but site walk. Luckily the weather is damn cooling even there's sun. =) When takin plane back to sg, the client called us to turn back! I was like 'how do u go out when we are at the boarding gate already?' hahaha but luckily we insist on goin back. When the plane touched dwn sg, i was like 'yay! home sweet home!' Afterall, singapore is still the best.. or shld i say home is stil the best! =) Marc picked me up frm the airport and send me home. The next day i had Seafood family outing! =) It was obviously great!
Tinking back of events in May, Lob bro's bday! We practically did nothing but sit in marc's car and he drove us from one place to another! We went downtown east, cine, PS, and finally east coast! We rot at east coast till the clock struck 12 midnight! =) And Happy birthday! Marc n me did a failure thing by bringing matchsticks to ECP! can u believe hw clever we are to light the candles with matchsticks! hahaha But i hope she's happy tt day! =)
Oh ya and mother's day! I bought a jade pendant for ah ma and a SKII foundation for mom! she's freaking happy! =) oh ya and a OSIM ipamper for marc's mom! ok tt's alot of spending this month! a big hole in my pocket! and next month is FATHER'S DAY! OMG!
One of the friday we haf frenly with RP and tt's when ah qin's 21st bday! We lost to RP at the end of 5th quarters. It's been a bad day cos i wasnt performing well at all. bl even said 'Where's the weiyan who can run and jump and has plenty of stamina?' i went dead slient. Where haf i been? i'm not the same anymore for sure. =( i need some motivation.. i need some..
THis week gonna be long weekend again! so happy! but Marc gonna work late today so i'll be alone, sat is training and zf's sis bday chalet at night, sunday i haf no idea wat i m goin to do but for sure i haf to go temple with marc at night.. and mon.. no idea too.. i wanna go sentosa with lion again! i wanna go on holiday! i wanna go somewhere esle where i can take a break and relax without any work probs or anyting. My next holiday will be in july.... thailand i supposed.. end of the yr... hongkong ba... i wanna go tasmania! i wanna go lots of country! =(
Got to continue with my work now.. so i'll pen off here and write someting after i come back from this long weekend! hope my weekend's great! =)
