Tuesday, June 10, 2008
10:27 AM
Ytd i am so sure and firm tt i wanna go brisbane and study, i even found pekpek to adopt my 3 lovely hamsters. Today, right now, i'm so unsure again. I had a big quarrel with my parents ytd abt this. They actuali objected the idea of me studying aboard. I noe i could just go even they object.. bcos i'm no longer a kid anymore..but all i wan is their support! And when i ask them, they just keep quiet. They even say they'll onli support me if onli i were to study in singapore. I explained to them a thousand times the reason for studying aboard.. but they just dun understand. Ytd my mom ask me, "Can u reali make up to uni?" i felt so offended! I'm ur daughter, why cant u just trust n be confident with ur daughter than to doubt her ability? I reali dun understand them. Of cos as marc describe me as a walking time bomb, i exploded ytd to my parents. I was saying why n hw can i just be their perfect daughter? why must they always say hw good other daugthers are compare to us. Aint we good? why must u make those comparison? They are making me super fed up ytd.
I was still determined to go aft thos quarrels but... now tt i saw marc's blog.. i've nth to say.. i duno wat to do. I broke up his plans n all our future plans. I made him feel uncertain abt our future.. i made him leave this safe zone.. and i made him questioned his future and career. And i've forgotten.. he's not young anymore to take all these nonsense with me.. mayb dreams can onli be dreams... there's some point of time, cinderella didnt meet her fairy godmother and her wish didnt come true at all...
I'm so confused.
the wonderer
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Chia WeiYan
22 years old
September 9 1986
Working Society
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- A happy life
- Experience a miracle
- Own Laptop/PC
- Everyone to be happy
- A chance to study university