Friday, August 29, 2008
11:37 AM
It's a day without marc again... Sometimes i feel that i'm too dependent on marc... Without seeing him for a day makes my day gloomy and moody.. It just feels weird without him ard me.. Today he just flew to vietnam for meeting but will be back at night ard 11 plus. Ytd i flared at him while talking on the phone with him.. i was actuali angry tt he's goin to work despite his unwellness. I'm sorry baby. I know you're abt to take care of urself... but i'm just worried.. Sometimes i tink they shld open a class of worry management for ppl who worries too much like me.. hahaha.. Anyone who can treat me pls come forward! hahaha...
Today i'm goin to meet ah qin and jan for dinner! =) Initally i planned to meet the team up.. But it seems tt none are free according to ah qin.. but... we're still meeting.! Stopped training for a month already.. all the fats in me are all blurging out..OMG lo hahaha.. it's time to start the ball rolling and get some sweat off me! =) but i'm still lazy! haha. It's almost 1 week plus from marc's operation... He's recovering well.. speedy recovery baby! =) oh ya.. have a safe trip and go screw that ass off! hahahaha! i'll be waiting for him to be back!
ok.. i'm bored!
Monday, August 25, 2008
5:50 PM
Finally it's like almost 1 week from the day marc had his operation done. I'm so happy he's feeling so much better now. Just feeling an occasionally pain now and then and discomfort. I just hope he'll be fine real soon! Dun wanna see marc in pain anymore.
On saturday night... i had a long chat with marc... talking about the next day of registeration at IDP. But I've finally decided not to go. Marc asked to put on hold instead of putting off the idea not to go... but I've already decided not to go brisbane to study anymore. I still cant bear to leave everyting here and there's so much reason for me not to go. But my parents are so happy upon hearing that... i hope marc's happy abt it too.
mmm tt's all for my blog today. need to run to marc's house le! =)
Speedy recovery for my baby! JIA U!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
9:20 AM
I'm finally back from work after 2 days of leave.. On mon morning.. i asked marc abt the appt he's goin the next day..then he let out the news that he's actuali goin for piles removal surgery and not appt. He kept it frm me for like almost a month from the day he seek for medical at SGH.. i onli got to noe somewhere in between but it's not the true. I wasnt angry with him but i'm so worried, as he expected. On the day of surgery, he was calm and happy and talking alot of craps... then he went in.. his mom and me waited for him while he's been operating. And when we get to see him... he's so much in pain. He's constantly groaning in pain, complaining that's it's too pain. The sight for him bearing the pain, pains me so much. It hurts me so much and i din noe wat to do.. All i can do is to touch him.. and ask him to jia u.. Medication and painkiller was given to him but it's not working at all. He was like in pain for 4 hours after the operation till he almost get warded for the day. But marc insisted on going back. He bear the pain in the car on the way back home. Every single movement seems like a torture to him.. i couldnt sleep for the past 2 days.. every single movement he make, wakes me up to check tt he's alrite. i'm worried.
The next day he's new and alrite. the pain is there but subsided alot alot. Seeing him smile makes me so happy. He's there joking and teasing me as usual but just now and then i could see him feeling uncomfortable. but it's such a relief.
Right now...i'm back at my work place.. Hoping baby will be alrite soon.. Actuali i'm tired.. i'm like always tired. hahahaa Get well soon baby!!! hugs
Friday, August 15, 2008
9:48 AM
Has been down with gastric flu for like 5 days... or maybe 6? nearly got dragged to see a specialist to do some scope test. But right now i'm fully recovered! All thanks to my baby! He stayed over the whole weekend just to take care of me.. Right now, no pain when eating, no pain when walking.. everything's just great! Finally it's a weekend with no illness.. no pain... =) So happy...
When to NUH for appt on tues.. took halfday leave just to make tt stupid appt. Marc accompanied me there. Right now.. 2 weeks later i'll have to go AGAIN! It's wasting my leave man. haha. After the appt, we went orchard just to look for Catan. It's the board game i have been telling in the previous post. To my disappointment, It's totally SOLD OUT! can u believe it? A boardgame that is so famous till it's even sold out the whole of singapore? I was looking for it online for 2 days.. no hope, no news... onli the ones selling from ebay. Wednesday, Marc gave me a surprise too. He told me he's goin to bring me to a place where there's good food.. I was so stupid... i din even notice anything.. As we walk nearer and nearer to the place... i saw the signboard "Settler's Cafe". I was overwhelmed.. He found the boardgame! hahhaha He had reserved it and it's now mine!!! hahahahaha After that we went to Waraku pasta to eat. Over there i saw this pretty lady and i asked marc to see... He commented that she's not pretty at all. It's freaking weird for his defination of pretty lo. hahaha i just dun understand. It was then marc asked me a question "why are u always looking at girls? You noe it's pretty weird?" HAHAHA was my respond. So i think i am weird.. and he is too... cos he looked at man!!!!!!!!! hahahhaa we are just one of a kind. Who says women can look at pretty women? hahahaha!
Tonight.. we'll be goin to settler's cafe to have our Catan night! hahaha! i'm so excited! heez! Frens, you all shld try Catan one of the days! it's fun! =)
Back to my work now... oh ya.. cant wait for the F1 night race to start!!!! =)
Thursday, August 7, 2008
10:43 AM
Looking forward to every weekend with my baby... every weekend is so great.. altho some weekend we may not be doing anyting great... but being just beside my baby is good enough.. =) Maybe all of u might say it's just the honeymoon period.. to me, be it honeymoon or wat, i just wan to be with him.
Recently went to batam again with marc and his uni gang. It's just entirely superb fun! Altho we just slack the whole day with them.. but it's relaxing. Learnt a new board game which is so fan.. the name is Catan! Played the whole day with them with sheep, wheat, ore and wood.. it's so fun. Actuali it's the first time i enjoy so much with my boyfren's frens. =) Cant imagine wat they did during their uni days.. and cant imagine wat my baby did for just $30 aussie dollars! hahahaha i tink if any of u noe wat he did.. all of u wont even dare to dare him. hahaha.
Had dinner with bernard and his korean gf.. heard abt wat he did and wat he buy for his gf, it's not envy lo.. it's waste of money to me.. and to me.. having to spend so much on a gf when he's not even working.. i tink he wont be much of a husband when he got married.. but duno.. he said he's getting married next yr... all the best any way. =)
Had a great surprise from marc on friday lo. he shocked me la. i'm not goin into details hw he shocked me.. but he bought me a diamond necklace. it's a shape of a star. He said it meant tt i'm the star of his life tt wont stop shining.. I LOVE it... i teared when he put it on my neck secretively.. i tink he spend alot.. thanks baby.. i love u...
Was so sick ytd.. out of no reason i've got gastric flu... i was in pain the whole day ytd but the pain got worst aft lunch. so i was bearing the pain for 4 hours until marc came and send me to the doc. Walking and sitting and even lying was painful ytd.. every step i take back to my house is a torture. but luckily marc is there to hold me.. he wanted to carry me back but i was wearin a mini skirt. hahahaha.. i'm now resting at home.. feeling so much better le.. thanks baby.. sorry i let u worry... actuali i'm still worried abt the check up u're goin to do in 2 weeks time.. but there's nth i can do but to stay by ur side.. jia u baby... =(