Friday, October 3, 2008
9:41 AM
I'm here not to continue the pictures but to bitch about the bloody woman in my office! I wanted to nag to someone... but everybody seem so busy or like my mom, they dun understand! Yesterday i'm supposed to have a meeting with allen (my big boss) on the biggest project in my office. I was doin their softscape, so the PM insisted on going through my softscape with the big boss. FINE. The PM was asked to join in the meeting with us and then i know i'll have a hell of time. Allen was showing me all the pictures... and all i can say was ya, ok, mayb, this is the one. like my bloody sentences will not exceed more than 6 words! Then tt bloody woman starts bitching... oh ya, i also like this... this is nice as well..... oh rite, u're rite allen.. I CANT STAND IT! Stopping licking his boots for goodness sake! I felt like strangling her at the moment.. but i hold it back of cos. when it comes to my drawings, all criticised on my design altho he said he didnt criticise! I told him, i need him to criticise in order for me to improve then this bloody women start saying... oh ya, i looked through and i found it weird tt's why i insisted on u looking thru the whole ting. F***! U just ask me a question tt time and u told me u din look thru my drawing and now u start telling e boss that u did and u acted as if u know all the plants when u dun even have and idea of it! I felt being stabbed in my face! F***. Whenever there's design fault she'll push to me... but it's not my fault.. it's the LA! they wanted it this way! and i clarify with allen immediately. rmb there's one carpark without any planting on the landscape area then she pushed to me saying she asked me to put turf but she din! she ask me to take it out!!!! of cos i shoot her in her face as well! F*** man! i felt like stabbing her lo! i'm so freaking angry. Then when there's this hardscape prob, she should be the one to be blame becos she approved all the drawings but she pushed it to the thai office saying that it's their fault. But i doubt the thai office have seen this! why are this bloody indian woman so irritating. i cant work with her at all! i felt so fucking stress out! I felt so useless when allen stops on some of the pictures he showed me, and start asking me the name for the trees when they all looked so much alike! am i useless? i felt so incapable and not professional lo. i was so confident but... i just dropped to the bottom after that meeting.
Felt great nagging over here. but for those who read my blog, sorry for the pain to see me nag.
tt's all folks... i need to get stress with my tt proj le. haiz..... =(
the wonderer
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Chia WeiYan
22 years old
September 9 1986
Working Society
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- A happy life
- Experience a miracle
- Own Laptop/PC
- Everyone to be happy
- A chance to study university