Friday, February 29, 2008
1:23 AM
I'm here tryin to reply everyone..
Qin,
i'm not blaming u.. i'm not saying u did it on purpose. i always knew u all didnt mean it when saying tt.. all of u will tink more of a joke.. cos it's not the first time our team said tt to mi. I'm sorry bcos of all the tings happening.. i bcame more sensitive.. tt's why i put ur words to heart. I'm juz demoralised cos our teammates kept making this kind of comments. Just put u all in my shoes.. wont u feel demorallised if it's more than 1 person whose makin this kind of comment to u? erm.. dun need sorry la.. i'm just demorallised tt's all.. I'll be back dun worry.
About the drifting part.. after listening to what jo said.. and i agree with it.. there's no who drift away from who.. drift is juz drift.. so ya i m starting to understand this point. I'm just feeling drifted away after i break with her. tt's all. And i had to expect it. I've said all those bcos i miss the times with all of u.. So i'm here to say sorry abt the comment i've made tt u all drift away frm mi. =)
As the team for u not choosing mi... i nv blame u too la.. juz tt i was demoralised tt's why i felt tt way.. it's all linked up. But now i wont care who choose mi or dun choose mi, feel tt i'm useful or useless.. i'll just play my game.. I need to feel this way now.. =)
And i'm happy bcos i noe tt.. u are concern about mi.. tt's why u went to read my blog.. thanks! =) i just need to move on.. need to buck up.. need to step back into my working world. Thanks for everyone whose concerned about mi.. sorry tt i have bcame emo... i'm just trying to open up again, but this idiotic job screwed mi up. hahaha ok..
I'm sorry, qin and others. =)
the wonderer
http://metamorphosis-inlife.blogspot.com/

Chia WeiYan
22 years old
September 9 1986
Working Society
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- A happy life
- Experience a miracle
- Own Laptop/PC
- Everyone to be happy
- A chance to study university