Monday, June 9, 2008
10:49 AM
I didnt noe the decision i've made will cause so much commotion. I didnt noe the thought of pursuing a degree will made marc so stressful n fustrated. I'm sorry. If i know u'll be like tt, mayb i wont even mention abt it. He's just always trying to make my every single dream come true. He bought a laptop, a phillippe starck watch for me just bcos it was written on my blog and my previous old blog. -____- Thanks baby.... Thanks for always tinking abt me..
Thinking for so long... i'll made a final decision soon. Marc will be goin to brisbane with me if i nod my head. He say he'll find a job there and work there, with me studying. i'll be a dream come true i noe, but it'll be tough on us. He had to sacrifice his career here, his plans dwn here and everyting to just go with me. I didnt noe wat to say. If i wanted to join the feb admission, marc says he'll go there in nov or dec to settle dwn there first b4 i come.. He's just always tinking everyting for me. He'll find accomodation and everyting for us. Then when i come, everyting is settled. I m dumbfounded when he told me this. I didnt noe wat to say. I'm sorry baby... U made me felt so loved.. thanks baby..
This yr will be my final yr of basketball. If i nv leave, i tink i wont stop. So this will put to the stop of everyting. Right now, it's just me... whether i wan to go anot.. whether i'm able to leave everyting here and go for my dream anot.. whether i'm letting marc suffer with me anot.. i duno...
the wonderer
http://metamorphosis-inlife.blogspot.com/
Chia WeiYan
22 years old
September 9 1986
Working Society
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- A happy life
- Experience a miracle
- Own Laptop/PC
- Everyone to be happy
- A chance to study university
