Monday, June 30, 2008
2:52 PM
I'm thinking and wondering wat's happening to me.. i'm becoming more and more quick tempered.. i kept venting my anger on marc.. i kept feeling unhappy for no reason.. mayb there's reason but i'm running away from it.. i duno... I've been feeling on the verge of tears for no reason.. someone help me pls... i'm goin bonkers i tink..
Training finally resumed.. onli like 12 ppl turned up for training.. There someone who told me they're coming ended up disappearing.. come on..grow up.. be responsible! We had fun though, was like only playing 5 on 5 throughout the whole training. And Xingying's back =) i hope she could stay even when her uni sem starts... cos i noe uni has very busy schedules. Jia You ba! Got to know tt DOS is sponsoring hkn now.. was quite surprised as Uncle andrew once told me he dun like MJ. Weird weird. After training, i went to meet marc for dinner. The attacks for my headaches is becoming worst... tt's sat aft training it was terrible.. i'm sorry i made u worry.. and it was then marc told me tt mayb the reason why i always cant hear wat he's saying is bcos of my headache.. mayb it's true.. mayb... but i noe the headache slows my activity.. it just affect my everyting.
Sunday went to Eric's baby shower. She's beautiful. And marc was saying tt no boy is more handsome than Ian. i believe too... Ian is the son of Robin n Aryuko. He's mixed bcos his dad is sg n his mom is a Jap. So.. the look is rather exotic and handsome is the word. Rika who's Robin and Aryuko's second child looks so beautiful too.. it's like the product of a jap n a sg is a perfect combination. hahahhaa it's a pity i'm not a jap or a eurasian. hahaha After tt we went to Tiong baruh plaza to watch WANTED. It's a interesting tho it's a bit exagerrating. hahaha. love it tho. Guess who i saw when i came out? Lob! hahahahaha. was so happy to see her =) After the show i wanted to go home.. sorry baby i spoil ur day again. =(
I'm thinking too much i tink... stressing myself too much too.. been unhappy and moody. i wasnt like tt in the past. duno wat's gotten into me. Anyway baby's sick now.. i hope he's ok soon... pls be ok... i'm so worried..........JIA U.....
the wonderer
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Chia WeiYan
22 years old
September 9 1986
Working Society
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- A happy life
- Experience a miracle
- Own Laptop/PC
- Everyone to be happy
- A chance to study university
