Tuesday, July 22, 2008
9:49 AM
The last night at the wake was so difficult to pass by.. by 4am, all the ppl are asleep except me and my sis.. we haven even shut our eyes at all. We have been keepin an eye on my grandpa to prevent cats from coming. The Night was long. So long. Finally it was 7am and i went off with my cousins to get macdonald's breakfast for everyone. 22 meals is alot and the macdonald's staffs were shocked. Everyone ate and the pastor came.. We sang the last song and the last prayers to my grandpa and he set off... walking behind the van he's sitting was so torturous.. everyone started crying.. crying so badly... i am trying not to cry at all.. holding back my tears.. walked some distance then we took deliang(my sis bf)'s car to Mandai. On the way there, everyone kept quiet. We went into the hall when we reached. There laid my grandpa's coffin. Everyone sat down to listen to the pastor once again. Aft tt, we are to see my grandpa for the very last time as we offered him rose at the same time. I held back my tears when i see him and i said good bye to him.. When he was pushed away.. i dare not watch at all.. cos i'm afraid of crying.. we then walked to the viewing hall to watch my dad pushed in for cremation. I saw my grandpa slowly pushed in and i started to cry.. I'm still not strong enuff to hold back my tears. I cried sliently and i cried even more when i saw my dad's eyes reddened. He's holding back all this while. JIA U dad.
Aft all tt has been done, everyone's so tired. It's sad but it's the truth.. the world wont stop evolving without u.
Thanks Lob bro and jan for wanting to come to the wake but i understand because both of u have polite. Sorry to jan to cause misunderstanding, i din mean much from my previous blog. I'm just upset over my grandpa's departure.. and i'm feeling down.. tt's why i wrote someting like tt. It doesnt mean it's u k? dun take it to heart. But i thank u bcos u haf the heart to come and tt's good enuff le. thanks alot.. =)
I'm so tired.. I need a break..
the wonderer
http://metamorphosis-inlife.blogspot.com/
Chia WeiYan
22 years old
September 9 1986
Working Society
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- A happy life
- Experience a miracle
- Own Laptop/PC
- Everyone to be happy
- A chance to study university
